Stay Alright

I'm okay.. I was okay.. it was a good morning.

Sigh.

I can't help feeling it. It's not funny. I'm keeping my emotions contained. I know I can do it.. it's just that I feel like I'm mocking myself.

I have to stay okay.. I have to stay strong. Focus...

I wish it's that easy to simply ignore this annoying feeling. I'm drowning in my own fear.

I'll just probably cry this fear away later...

I know I'll get in trouble again for this post... but I have no one else to talk to. Where's a mirror when you need one?

I looked pretty yesterday.. blooming actually.

Yeah... the last sentence made no sense.